The Meeting on the Way: A meditation poem for the last Saturday before Holy Week

 An older one for the last Saturday before Holy Week:

The Meeting on the Way.

I do not think it happened as the pictures show;

the woman swooning into the arms of John,

or held back and cowed by soldiers' spears.

No. 

That is not the way a mother 

is present to a dying child. 

I have stood at the deathbed 

of too many not to know.

No one could hold back a mother

who saw death in the eyes of her son.

Believe me when I tell you

whether in the dusty streets 

or the sterile hospital room

this is how it happens, by and large.

The men?  

They weep and rage there and then as is their way.

But the mothers are a steely silent presence, a rock immovable, 

their gaze granite as they bear their born into the next life.

The swooning and the wailing happen only after 

the final stillness comes.

So it must have been then too.

In that moment of their meeting 

I see a sphere of silence envelope them there,

the sanctuary of their communion 

so present, so profound

that all the chaotic pain of mobbing noise 

seems just for a moment to cease around them both, 

as for the last time upon his bloodied way, He rests.

She had seen Him safely into the world 

and now she will see him safely out of it,

even though nature rebels in the hearts of all parents

who see death in the face of their child.

Even though the ever present sword 

buries itself deeper, 

always deeper into her heart

with every breath. 

She knows its pain well. 

It had begun the moment the angel left.

Even in Nazareth days it was present, 

a shadow overhanging, 

present in every childish cut and bruise and tear 

soothed upon her knee,

and held at bay by love.

Did she remember in that moment the day 

he told her the time had come?

Her life was always yes to all that liberates life, 

as every woman’s is,

whether through the womb, or the heart, or the mind,

but surely, no, was near her mother’s lips that day.

Now all she can do is be,

here,

now.

Present to Him who is 

in this moment more than ever 

simply a son in need of His mother

She will bear him now again into new life.

The pangs of this birth will 

touch death itself and conquer it,

as all birth does, and though 

this time the gate will be the heart,

the hidden womb, that sealed tabernacle, 

will weep also in pain. 

For now they simply gaze, a moment, an eternity 

before which even angels hide their faces in shame. 

It is enough. 

He knows now she is with him.

He will see her at the end.

So He stumbles on

as on the breeze he is surrounded

by the scent of Nazareth:

wood dust, frankincense, fresh bread, 

and even in the street of pain He is

for a moment,

home.

(Picture of Our Lady extrapolated from the Holy Shroud by Julian Lasbleiz. What a wonderful talent!)