Showing posts with label Peace. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Peace. Show all posts

Monday, 5 September 2022

Still Points, a guide to living the Mindful, Meditative Life

 



Haven’t been on here for an age but just popping in to let you all know that: 


“Still Points; a guide to living the mindful meditative way,” 

will be published by Hachette Press on the 22nd of September!
A book of meditations, poems, sacred pauses and reflections that brings you through the cycle of the seasons in a contemplative way, it is now available for pre-order at:
Or from Amazon or (preferably) from any good independent bookshop!
May it bring a little peace+


Monday, 10 May 2021

Beginning, always beginning.

Beginning; Always Beginning.



O God of beginnings 

help me to begin.

To shrug off the burdens of before.

To leave aside the anxieties of after.

To release the chains of regret.

To simply begin.

Here.

Now.

In this moment.

With you.

O God of beginnings 

help me to begin.

To gift you my brokenness.

To yield to you even my failures 

of a moment ago.

To know that our life is built with you

moment by moment,

step by often faltering step,

as you draw us daily deeper into

the fires of love and there transform us.

O God of beginnings 

help me to begin.

To begin to love.

To begin to live.

To hear your unbinding call.

To walk out into the light

of the true life you offer

beyond the tomb of time.

O God of beginnings 

help me to begin.

To shrug off the burdens of before.

To leave aside the anxieties of after.

To release the chains of regret.

To simply begin.

Here.

Now.

In this moment,

and in every moment after.

Until all our little moments fall away

and we are called into the ending

that is really the eternal 

beginning.

Sunday, 9 May 2021

Holy Wonder

Holy Wonder



If you would 

be holy;

begin 

with wonder.

Go to 

the edge

places,

where sky 

and sea 

meet,

kiss,

and yield 

to 

each other 

their

horizon's touch

in shades 

of blue

and green

and grey;

gifting you 

with grace 

to be lost in

awe;

loose at last 

from

all your

wandering 

thoughts.

If you would 

be holy;

begin 

with wonder.

Go to 

the wild 

places;

the untamed 

lands, 

where eden's 

song

echoes still 

between the rocks, 

behind the trees, 

beneath the waves,

in the sighing 

of 

the breeze;

there, hear again 

the song of 

longing 

in your own 

heart,

your part 

in 

creation's chorus,

as loud as 

thunder,

as soft as snow 

falling 

on snow.

If you would 

be holy;

begin 

with wonder.

Go to 

the slow 

places 

where 

darkness 

becomes 

light 

as day 

emerges 

from

dawn, 

and dusk 

from 

day. 

Sit with 

the 

gentle 

shifting 

of the 

light, 

see the 

stability 

of its 

circadian 

dance. 

Watch 

moonrises 

and 

sunsets,

set your 

soul 

aflame again 

with 

star fire,

entering deeply 

into the

rainbowed 

covenant

of dawn.

If you would 

be holy;

begin 

with wonder.

Go to 

the ancient 

places,

and there, 

rest 

in the 

inner knowing

of your 

youth;

however 

old 

you call 

yourself,

tree 

and stone 

and sky

long lived 

before you

and

will live long 

after 

you leave.

If you would 

be holy;

begin 

with wonder.

Go to 

the inner 

places

of your own

being;

bow down

before the 

flame of 

presence

dwelling 

divinely

in your 

soul.

Come 

to the 

knowing

of 

your true name

within 

the Name;

with each 

breath

be breathed 

into the 

fullness 

of 

being

in awe, 

in delight,

in the 

graced 

gratitude

of love.

If you would 

be holy,

always 

begin 

with 

wonder.

Friday, 23 April 2021

Meeting Otherness; a poem for these days

 A reminder for these troubled days...


Meeting otherness.



When you meet the other,

whoever they are,

stop.

Just stop.


Stop 

long enough

to become

present

to their

being

as a door

to

Divine Presence.


When you meet the other,

whoever they are,

bow.

Just bow.


Bow 

low enough

to reverence

their being

as a gift

held in existence

by

Divine Love.


When you meet the other,

whoever they are,

listen.

Just listen.


Listen 

long enough

to hear

their truth

revealed

as a page

of the story

written by

the

Divine Word.

When you meet the other,

whoever they are,

stop.

Just stop.

Bow.

Just bow.

Listen.

Just listen.


And then,

only then,

in the 

hallowed

space

between you

and the other,

whoever they are,

speak.




Wednesday, 21 April 2021

The Soul’s Garden

 An older one today as the gardens all around us come to life and bloom...




The Soul’s Garden

 

The Garden

of my Soul

is an old one.

Filled with the deep

chocolate smell of

rich worm-tilled earth

and fallen leaves.

 

A place of wild peace

and gentle fires,

with, here and there,

a secret corner;

warm old pavement,

damp fenny reeds,

cracked urns 

fountaining flowers;

descendents of 

ancient planting

by long forgotten hands.

 

Fireworks of blooms

of a sudden season’s turning

illumine thick wild hedges,

silent,

but for the rustle

of a Blackbird’s

wing.

 

From quiet meditation,

here, one can be startled

by an unexpected verse

of Robin-song;

or a Stormcock’s exultant

heralding of evening rain.

 

In deep tree-shadowed pools

The sudden ‘plash of a frog

causes circles

of eternity to spread

ruffling calm surfaces,

until reflection’s repose

is renewed.

 

Here the Bee drones and

the solid munching

of the Caterpillar is heard;

deep quiet belies

deep activity,

and even the stones

sing

if one has silence

enough to hear.

 

At the edge, a crumbling wall,

more ancient ivy than stone,

makes border where

the Woods begin,

dropping gifts of 

wildness within

from overhanging

forested fingers.

 

And here,

where Mice live,

in morterless walls,

in the Dawn Light

the web is seen.

 

Reflection of all Life,

spangled in dew-drop gold

it’s beauty, revealed

while Spider rests from

night’s toil

 

I stand

barefooted

In the Garden

of my Soul,

feet and toe deep,

in ancient soils

of a long time prepared

to yield such a

flower.

And from the Light

beyond all night

I hear the Gardener say

“Be and fulfil,

and you will

be fulfilled.”

Sunday, 11 April 2021

Divine Mercy Sunday

Meditation for Divine Mercy Sunday: the Octave of Easter



I saw water flowing from the right side of the temple... and all they to whom the water came were saved! (Cf: Ez:47)


A mystic moment captured some time ago courtesy of beautiful stained glass and Brother Sun being in the right place at the right time... a wonderful reminder of the grace and mercy that flows infinitely and unconditionally from the pierced heart of Christ... and that the whole cosmos is teaching us constantly if we are just aware enough, pause long enough, become still enough to notice.

Then we will see that to drink of this water, to be washed in it, to dwell within it as a fish dwells in the flow of the river this is the deepest longing of our hearts and souls as the ancient Easter Chant recalls: 


Vidi aquam egrediéntem de templo, a látere dextro, allelúia: et omnes ad quos pervénit aqua ista salvi facti sunt et dicent: allelúia, allelúia.


Confitémini Dómino, quóniam bonus: quóniam in sæculum misericórdia ejus.


P.  Glória Patri, et Fílio, et Spirítui Sancto.

S.  Sicut erat in princípio, et nunc, et semper, et in sæcula sæculórum. Amen.


Vidi aquam egrediéntem de templo, a látere dextro, allelúia: et omnes ad quos pervénit aqua ista salvi facti sunt et dicent: allelúia, allelúia.


Here it is in English:


I saw water flowing from the right side of the temple, alleluia; and all they to whom that water came were saved, and they shall say, alleluia, alleluia.


Praise the Lord, for He is good; for His mercy endureth forever. [Psalm 117].


P.  Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Ghost.

S.  As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.


I saw water flowing from the right side of the temple, alleluia; and all they to whom that water came were saved, and they shall say, alleluia, alleluia.

Tuesday, 6 April 2021

Meditation for Easter Tuesday: Mary Magdalene and the stages of Contemplative Prayer

 A meditation for Easter Tuesday:



(I first wrote this some time ago but thought it might be worth a repost for  today’s Gospel reading of the Risen Christ meeting with St. Mary Magdalene)


St. Mary Magdalene as a model of the stages of Contemplative Prayer:


She is the Apostle to the Apostles and the first public witness to the Resurrection of the Lord. In the tenacity of her faith she is the perfect example of the Christian Contemplative who in standing by the Cross first loses themsleves in the apparent defeat of the inner death of spiritual emptiness but nontheless keeps faith with Christ throughout the experience, until the moment of dawn arrives and with it her moment of renewed calling by name by the Risen One. 


Mary passes through the three stages of the Meditative life in those hours... in sitting by the tomb weeping she has passed through the purgative gate. (The gate of inner conversion) 


In looking into the tomb and beholding the presence of the Angels she has passed through the illuminative gate. (The gate of awareness of the Divine Light) 


Finally by persevering in vigilence until she hears her name called again she enters the gate of unitive love with the Risen Lord and so receives her mission to announce His Resurrection.... 


Let us pray to her that she may intercede for us that we too will persevere in prayer even before the empty tombs of our lives until we hear the Lord call us by name and we are able to answer Rabbouni... 

Master...

Monday, 29 March 2021

Meditation poem for Holy Monday of the Lord’s anointing

 A meditation poem for Holy Monday of the Lord’s Anointing



Perfume


They were a people aware of smell as we are not.

Thinking ourselves safe in our sanitised 

and oh so hygienic ways we lose so much.

They lived breathing the breath of Mother Earth,

exhaled in a myriad of mists, miasmas and myrrhs;

the Fisherfolk and their slimy shining scales 

the Shepherds and their greasy fleeces, 

Merchants fogged by clouds of spices, 

and Lepers with their cracked and bleeding skins;

above them all, perhaps, the incense fumed robes of Priests

hiding the metal edge of blood poured out upon the altar stone; 

so they lived and died with their own fragrance 

woven into the warp and woof of cloth and skin and lives, 

to say nothing of the sun’s sweat upon the brow and back 

of middle eastern days.


How it must have exploded then, this perfume,

as with the cracking of the sealed white urn 

the ointment poured out, slow as sunrise, 

felt not just upon His feet but in the air, 

the precious nard,

that held within itself the living breath 

of flowers and herbs 

announcing their ancient edenic essence, 

pouring its power into nose and throat and lungs, 

silencing the room with this sacrament of scent, 

at once so sacred and so animal, 

singing its old song to both soul and sense alike. 

Stored long and held precious 

by the Woman for so many days,  

a gift perhaps, taken down 

only to be put back until the appointed time; 

not yet, not yet, she might have said, 

waiting for the heart’s movement as only women wait.


Until today, when He visits once again this blessed Bethany, 

this place of peace and miracle of friendship, 

watered with His laughter and His tears, 

for sisters two and reborn brother all. 

Perhaps she sees in Him the weary dusting of the road, 

perhaps a presentiment of the future way appears, 

no matter what spurs the gift, 

it is given freely as grace is given, 

becoming a deeper grace in that very giving, 

now an omen, to point the way toward the path of pain, 

a knight’s anointing for the combat coming

for Him who is already thrice anointed, 

priest, prophet, king,

yet named anew for death by perfumed oil’s cool touch,

as with her tears and hair she wipes His feet in welcome

liturgy of love that breaks the bounds of law 

and silences all but one, 

whose sense and soul are long since dulled 

to all but self, causing the Word Himself 

to speak and make it known that Love 

itself permits this scenting scene as prophecy

and extravagance, earth’s last gift for Him 

who in its scent song tastes all the notes 

and knows again the touch 

of crib remembered cooling myrrh, 

and its long foretelling tomb, 

for which the time has now at last, arrived.

His feet anointed for the journey He must take

so all may at last attain their home, 

He will become

the perfumed ointment for our healing, 

the fragrant offering, 

the incense burned and offered up.


(Picture by Daniel F Gerhertz)

Sunday, 14 March 2021

Mothers Day

 Mother’s Day:




While today originally began as a festival of faith that saw people return to their Cathedral or “mother Church” to renew their connection with the larger faith community it has become a wonderful celebration of motherhood in general and a time to give thanks for all those who hold “mothering” as part of their life.
Today, I give thanks that The Lord has given me, (and all of you), His own mother, Mary, to bring us to full Spiritual Birth and to guide our steps each day.  Today, I give thanks for sister Earth, my mother who gave the elements that make my body and to whom one day I will give them back. Today, I give thanks for all my Spiritual Mothers... especially St.’s Clare and Therese and all those who have nourished my soul and keep communion of prayer with me. Today, most of all, I give thanks for my late Mum, a mother, and a grandmother, who gave me life and imparted the greatest gifts a mother can give: faith, hope and love. 
Blessings on all mothers whether spiritual, physical or in so many other ways generative of love and peace in the world today. +

Saturday, 13 March 2021

A Year of Lockdown

 A year of Lockdown:



A year today since this little poem was sent out into the world and then went a lot further than I could ever have imagined. It kept moving and dancing during a year that was probably the strangest and most difficult that most of us have ever had to go through so far... we have lost so many, we have learned so much, we have endured and hopefully we have grown...


In the midst of it all the poem has been shared countless times across the web... Royals and celebrities and news services from the BBC to CNN all featured it in their streams and platforms, and it even became part of the Taoiseach’s (Irish Prime Minister) Easter message. But most beautifully to me at least it has been translated into at least 29 different languages and dialects and has given rise to wonderful collaborations with so many different artists that has resulted in short films and amazing animations and educational resources. It has been reborn so many times and used in folk, rock, trad and dance musical versions, to say nothing of a rather wonderful chorale. To all of those artists and collaborators I bow deeply in gratitude. 


It has also led me into many, many deep and hopefully (mutually) beneficial conversations with people of every tradition and discipline imaginable and has led to many surprising connections and even friendships along the way... It has blessed me and I hope it has blessed you...


When I wrote it, or perhaps more correctly as with all poetry, when it came through me, it arose from a desire to seek seeds of hope and compassion in a time of fear and suffering across the world. It felt like a call to seek the good that is always behind the fear, to be mindful and grow in awareness of the sometimes seeming hidden ways in which Divine Love is always inviting us to grow in grace even in the midst of tragedy and pain, especially seen through the simple and most ordinary moments of kindness that unite us with one another and with all of creation... I believe that this is the most important call for any of us no matter who we are, no matter the circumstances we find ourselves in, lockdown, pandemic or no. I do not know what the next year will bring for any of us, none of us do, but I hope and pray it will be better for all of us, and I know that whatever happens we can all seek the good, be kind, grow in compassion and connection with one another, with creation, and with God, 

knowing we are always encompassed by love, we can always sing...


Lockdown


Yes there is fear.

Yes there is isolation.

Yes there is panic buying.

Yes there is sickness.

Yes there is even death.

But,

They say that in Wuhan after so many years of noise

You can hear the birds again.

They say that after just a few weeks of quiet

The sky is no longer thick with fumes

But blue and grey and clear.

They say that in the streets of Assisi

People are singing to each other 

across the empty squares, 

keeping their windows open 

so that those who are alone 

may hear the sounds of family around them.

They say that a hotel in the West of Ireland

Is offering free meals and delivery to the housebound.

Today a young woman I know 

is busy spreading fliers with her number 

through the neighbourhood

So that the elders may have someone to call on.

Today Churches, Synagogues, Mosques and Temples 

are preparing to welcome 

and shelter the homeless, the sick, the weary

All over the world people are slowing down and reflecting

All over the world people are looking at their neighbours in a new way

All over the world people are waking up to a new reality

To how big we really are.

To how little control we really have.

To what really matters.

To Love.

So we pray and we remember that

Yes there is fear.

But there does not have to be hate.

Yes there is isolation.

But there does not have to be loneliness.

Yes there is panic buying.

But there does not have to be meanness.

Yes there is sickness.

But there does not have to be disease of the soul

Yes there is even death.

But there can always be a rebirth of love.

Wake to the choices you make as to how to live now.

Today, breathe.

Listen, behind the factory noises of your panic

The birds are singing again

The sky is clearing,

Spring is coming,

And we are always encompassed by Love.

Open the windows of your soul

And though you may not be able 

to touch across the empty square,

Sing.


March 13th 2020

Tuesday, 9 March 2021

The Softening of Spring

The Softening of Spring a meditation poem:



The Softening


There will be cold nights still,

and frosty mornings, a few at least.

For another few weeks I 

will still need to put the lamp on 

to read in the early morning 

after meditation,

but now when I open the window, 

though it is still dark 

the birds are singing 

in that quiet reassuring relearning 

the words once again kind of way.

The evenings too are taking a little longer before shuffling off stage out of winter night’s sparkle starry way. 

But, I felt the softening some weeks ago now, that deep moment of knowing, 

just knowing in the blood, in the bones 

that Spring has come. 

It is not marked on any calendar, 

receives no celebration, no parade, 

and yet it always arrives.

Arrives in its own way, at its own speed, regardless of the weather 

or the arguments over whether Spring begins on this date or that date. 

It knows no dates, owns only divine call.

It is a breath of life, a subtle change upon the breeze exhaled by the earth as she wakes, stirs, stretches.

It comes perfumed in subtle notes of fox musk and the honeyed tones of hyacinths and daffodils.

It is the colour of new green tips reflected in the golden lights of sharp sun, the deep wisdom of the old frog’s eye squat settled in love’s spawning in the weedy ditches.

It sets the world to loving, to nesting, to feeding, to flying home.

But for me, for me it is a softening of the heart, 

a dropping of the shoulders, 

a breath exhaled, a promise fulfilled, 

a remembrance of sacred resurrection trust, an ancient oath remade that tells

no dark, no night, no winter cold lasts forever and Spring comes always,

and when it will, 

So, yes;

I shall wear my scarf a while more, 

and smile now at the touch of frost 

and pray my heart, old and wintered though at times it may be shall ever soften too 

and breathe the grace of Spring.

Saturday, 6 March 2021

Seeking the Grail

 Seeking the Grail



Would you offer

the heart chalice

upon the altar 

of your being?

Beware then,

for the path 

to the chapel

is perilous 

and the way long.

First, the precious

metal of your mind,

thrice purified as gold,

will be forged anew

in the fire of faith,

must be then

hollowed to be hallowed,

beaten thin to be 

blessed by blood’s filling.

O my soul, remember

remember, remember,

the quest for the grail 

is all within you,

a space, 

an emptiness,

a cup of being 

to be filled 

to overflowing,

once you 

first find it 

beneath the ruins 

of your fallen life,

behind the trials of time.

Go then.

Hear again 

the soul song

calling you to the 

hidden chamber

at the centre, 

Go with grace

to the heart, 

to the fulcrum,

to the white stone,

from which 

the fountain

flows.

There, let fall 

the sword from 

your clenched hand.

You have carried

it long enough.

How much of 

your own blood 

it has drawn.

Then, drop

the armour,

the false clothes 

of shame,

bathe again 

in blessedness,

and receive 

the longed for 

anointing 

of your wounds

from the healers 

who await

your waking, 

your walking

into wonder.

Only then;

blessed, 

bathed, 

bandaged,

and bearing 

your life wounds

as stars, 

will you be able

at last,

to hear the 

sacred summons

of the

Fisher King,

and pass 

unburnt 

the flaming sword,

entering the garden

to become 

at last

the cup,

the grail,

the chalice,

you have sought 

for all along.

There in 

the emptiness

of death

discovering 

the One

who is 

the call, 

the quest,

the master

of the mysteries,

and the end

of all 

our longing.

A meditation poem on the mystery of becoming the “grail” the vessel of Divine Presence, a path to which all are called most especially in this Lenten season.

(Pic is Galahad’s vision of the Grail by William Morris)

Friday, 5 March 2021

Meditation for the second Friday of Lent: The Mystery of the Heart

 Meditation for the second Friday of Lent; 

the mystery of the Heart.



On the Fridays of Lent we meditate on the mystery of the Cross of Christ as the revelation of God's Infinite Love and Mercy.


At the center of the Cross we find the heart.


In Christian (and Jewish) spirituality the noetic centre, the centre and totality of all you are as an individual, as a person, the centre of your soul, is referred to as the "heart". 


It is the heart that loves, forgives, wills and contemplates and this centre of life, personhood and love is often identified in the physical body with the heart organ and so the journey of the Spiritual Life was often spoken of as the journey of the mind into the heart there to find the presence of God dwelling at its centre.


At the centre of the Cross we find a heart, but not just any heart, we find the Sacred Heart of Jesus... a human heart yes, a heart that existed in time, that was formed in the womb of His mother and there began to beat, a heart that pumped life's blood and a heart that felt all of the strains of human life until the last breath, the breath upon the Cross, a breath of Love freely surrendered to the Father. A heart that after death was pierced through and poured out on the world the twin streams of blood and water, of mercy and grace. The two streams that to this day pour into the world constantly through the Church. A heart that lay wounded, cold and still in the grave for three days until Easter Dawn... 


Our God has a heart... a human heart that knows our weakness and our pain, even the pain of death.


Our God has a heart... a Sacred Heart filled with infinite Love and Mercy for each of us. 


His risen Heart beats with love for you, is on fire with love for you....


At the centre of the Cross we find the Christ.


At the centre of the Christ we find the heart.


At the centre of our own heart we find His Sacred Heart, 

dwelling within us and holding us in being through Love.


Sacred Heart of Jesus, I place all my trust in thee...


Let this be your prayer these Lenten Fridays...

Wednesday, 3 March 2021

Wood Walking

 Feeling the call of the Woods today... 


Wood Walking



When you walk

the woods,

do so at their pace.

Not yours.


Pause before

you enter

their embrace,

and breathe deep.


Slow down to their

ancient pace

of root,

and

branch,

and

story.


Then,

with a bow,

enter;

and allow their

cathedral coolness

to enfold you,

and their greened light

to anoint you

with

sylvan sacrament

of stained glass

dappling;

and

your healing

will begin.


As over the craggy

bare nerves

of

your busyness,

and

sharp

exhaustion,

and

the rough edges

of your

broken heart,

a gentling of moss

will begin to

grow

as slowly as

blessing.


Feel their tallness

stretch you.

Their deep dark

womb you.

Their leaf,

and flower,

and nut,

circle you,

with knowing,

of a kind unknown to

fleeting minds and

restless hearted

humanity;

greening you to

wholeness again.


Passing into

their sanctuary,

stop;

and become

one

with them.

Let them teach you their

communion mystery;

their secret

homing of

rustling life that

feathered sings

and

furred shelters,

both

beneath,

and,

above.


Listen long

enough

and they will

teach you

their tongue:

words of wood,

and weather,

and water,

united in one

song of praise

that began

with the first

Divinely led

step

into

the dance of

inter-breathing

that you have

forgotten

how to sing

until now.


Sit your

tiredness

down

in the crook

of their

rooted gathering,

with your

back

trunked;

and let them be

your

spine,

just

for a while.

Your sap will

rise

with theirs

in the four-fold

benediction

of the

treed seasons

which

foreshadowed

their

glorious gifting

of their own element

to be

the rood throne

of

the Word

by whom

all is spoken.


Touching

their great slowness,

be reborn

of their wisdom

that promises,

for every Winter

a Spring,

and roots

deep enough

to outlast any

Summer drought

until Autumn’s coolness

comes.


When eventually

you rise from

their embrace,

stretch to the heavens

and breathe deep

of

their largesse,

while ground gripping

with toe tap-root.

Their knowing,

now with you

once again,

dusts you golden

like pollen falling

in the breeze.


Then bow deeply

to your elders

and fellow servants

and walk back

to your life

now luminous once again.


When you walk

the woods,

do so at their pace.

Not yours.

Saturday, 27 February 2021

Moon Memories: a meditation poem for the Full Moon

 For Sister Moon as she rises full tonight...



Moon Memories:


Once,

the Moon followed 

me home,

I know, 

because I watched her 

out the back window of the car.

Occasionally slipping 

behind trees or buildings

like a secret agent,

she kept up with us

effortlessly, 

as I strained against

the straps of my seat

to meet her gaze.

I felt her interest

and her smile,

happy to have made

a new friend.


Once, 

not afraid of the night,

but of the day 

that would follow,

I was invited 

by my Mother

to gaze on the Moon

outside our house,

and greet her as

Our Lady’s lamp

protecting all,

guiding all home,

wisdom

passed down

from her Father,

whom I had never met,

but always felt 

I knew.

He loved the Moon too,

she said.

There is hereditary

of the heart,

as well as of the blood,

it seems.

To this day

I miss her calls

that would begin always 

with

Have you seen the Moon

tonight?

For I cannot look up

at the Moon

without looking

within

too.


Once,

I spent the night

in a wood made pure

silver 

by her presence,

and felt the life in every thing

stir and sing

and dance

in a wild celebration

that is hidden from

the day.

I sat stone still

and watched 

Foxes play

about me

and a Badger

pass by like an ancient sage

busy on his own quest,

and I believed 

in magic again 

by her light.


Once,

I remember her

daytime ghost

appearing during the 

long drawn out days

of dry schooling,

and seeing her

still serenity

so far above

the awfulness

of that age

made me breathe out

a breath 

I did not even know

I had been holding

on to for years.

She felt like a friend

checking in.

We greeted each other 

then,

as we do to this day,

each noticing the other

in the blessed acceptance

of being.


Once,

Sick and fevered I rose

gasping in the middle 

of a winter’s night

and pulled back the curtain

to find her shining

over snow so newly fallen

that not a flake 

had been disturbed,

but glowed in her gaze 

cascading in curves

over a street I knew 

but saw again

for the first time,

now softened 

by snowlight’s reflection

of her blessed touch. 

I looked and looked

at this gracious gift

of enchantment’s echo

until I felt I was being 

looked at in turn

and blessed too.

In the morning,

I woke,

well.


Once,

I walked the pier

between my parents

on the night before

I left to follow

the path.

We watched her rise 

together,

in silence 

and listened to a mandolin

playing in the distance.

We did not have to speak,

the Moon sang for us,

soul songs only we could hear.

Always remember this night,

they said later.

As if I could 

do anything 

else?


Once,

Feeling bereft and lost

I caught sight of her

rising over a strange city

(Though I remember her, 

and the feelings, 

but not the city it was.)

and I did not feel lost 

anymore

How could you be lost

when you are always

under her graced gaze?.

How could you be alone

when everyone you know

and love is beneath her blessing

too?

I asked myself.


Once, 

I saw her,

loom so large

as to almost 

be alarming,

bedecked in harvest

gold and heavy seeming,

she lit the land beneath

so beautifully 

that the cattle on the hills

cried out to her, 

and the birds began their chorus

for a dawn 

that was yet hours away.

I danced in her light 

that night,

beneath the trees,

a slow sandaled

shuffle of monkish sort,

and bowed deeply 

as she passed.

How could you not?

When all around 

and within

was 

psalming

celebration

of her compline

completeness.


Once,

I watched her rise 

sickle sharp

over Assisi.

As though making manifest

the unseen divine smile

hanging in the air

over this holy place

where joy was married

to peace in the song

of brother-sisterhood.

I smiled back and felt

the saint smile too

behind it all

and wondered what

his long silent nights

of prayer

must have been like,

measured only by her dance 

across the sky

slowly revealing her face

to him,

as grace comes gently 

to fill us

only as we empty,

and so seem

to disappear 

into divine darkness

just like 

her.

Thursday, 11 February 2021

Lourdes Light

A meditation poem for the feast of Our Lady of Lourdes


Lourdes Light



Here heaven 

is,

as cave yields 

darkness

to admit her light.

She,

who 

in her “Yes”

first

restored elemental 

balance;

earth, air, fire, water

re-unify 

here as

healing grace in 

her

presence.

Where she 

rests,

in cave's crook

roses now 

bloom,

candles kindle, 

and the world is 

gentled 

at her touch.

Where she 

stands,

springs fountain

faith forth

and cure

creation,

drawing venom's

poison

from the oldest of

wounds.

Where she 

is,

time stops

and enters 

Eternity's

grotto of

wombing

wonder

where,

bowing 

now,

we 

behold the

Divine blessing

of new

beginning,

Wisdom manifest

now as

Mother 

and Maiden

both.

Where she 

is,

He is,

who makes 

of her

person 

and point

in time 

and place

where

all that is 

broken

becomes

whole

and births

blessing

as

Bernadette

beckons

us

heavenward

home.

Tuesday, 17 March 2020

St. Patrick, Pandemic, and the Divine Presence of God: Brooke Taylor wit...







An interview with Brooke Taylor for the Feast of St. Patrick covering all things Pandemic too.

May it bring you and yours blessings for the feast and let us all pray that St. Patrick may intercede for a quick cessation to the current viral pandemic.

You can access the interview at this link:

interview on St. Patrick, the pandemic and the Divine Presence


Tuesday, 12 June 2018

Sacred Heart:

I remember still, with the sharp light 
of a child's knowing of newness, 
my Gran's bedroom. 
Spartan, yet equipped with things 
of a quality we do not have 
in many places now.
Long used. Loved. Meant to last.
Her carved bed seemed enormous to us 
as we flung ourselves onto its satin spread, 
sliding across it to thump, 
giggling, on the hard floor.
A mirror, a brush, a comb, all laid out 
upon the dresser as carefully 
as a surgeon's tools, 
heavy and cold to the touch,
but glowing with the warm barley sugar 
inner light of polished tortoise shell.
An old clock that worked, sometimes, 
its numerals glowing in the dark 
a faded ghost green. 
And there, upon the dresser too 
he stood, in stone stillness. 
Flaking slightly, but still royal 
in his red robe revealing the love 
that is at the heart of all things. 
and seeming huge to my small hands.
I would climb into the bed beside her 
as she whispered her prayers 
in his direction;
she would hand him to me then 
and he would sit comfortably 
upon my knees,
as I, entranced, traced the thorns 
entwining his poor heart, 
and tried to pull them out;
feeling his heart a flame, 
a fire for me, for her, for all!
I would whisper to him then,
my childish news and secrets
and I remember (can you believe it?)
sometimes, he whispered back
words of such love
they exist now only as 
scattered shards of light 
within my own heart's memories,
there and then I promised, I would 
one day, pull out those thorns.
Gran smiled when I told her this
"Maybe you will", she said toothlessly,
the liturgy of dentures coming after prayers
in the morning's ritual,
"But maybe you'll put another thorn or two 
in there too; don't worry, we all do from time to time, but never forget He loves you still!" she said, smiling sadly at my stricken face.
Then I kissed him hard as children do
and made the foolish promise
of a child to ease his heart a little.
A promise I confess I have yet to fulfil,
though no shortage of thorns 
have I added to his crown.
Devotions done she restored him to his place upon the dresser,
and I,  sliding off the bed,
now thought only of the day before us: 
of buses into town, bookshops, 
and Bewley's cafe!
Then we went downstairs 
to breakfast on tea and toast,
always, me going first,
she coming behind,
her breath, 
her voice as one, 
whistling upon each step,
the background music
of her life;
"Sacred Heart of Jesus,
I place all my trust 
in Thee."


Wednesday, 4 October 2017

St. Francis of the Elements: a meditation for his feast.

St. Francis of the Elements:

Brother Air:

Francis, 
you were a feather born upon the breath of God; dancing with the unseen and manifesting the invisible in your skyborn steps inviting all to see again the Divine dance into which they are blessed born...

Francis,
you were an Autumnal leaf gilded by grace's sunshine and shower; now unafraid to let go of anything that would keep you from the freedom of flight and happy to journey to the dissolution of all in offering... 

Francis, 
you were a snowflake; unique and Heaven sent, you kissed the earth lightly and woke us to her own beauty and wisdom long lost in our lies...

Francis, 
you were a lightening strike; shattering a clear sky and bringing the Divine storm that renews and creates, bringing beginning and drawing a new Spring from stuffy stalled hearts...

Brother Fire:

Francis,
you were a spark; struck by Grace from the Flint of heart's hardness, yearning for the dry straw of sin to be kindled in kindness consuming...

Francis,
you were a hearth on a Winter's night; leeching the indifference from our cold ecclesial bones, welcoming all to sit in storied circle and be one in warmth...

Francis, 
you were a forest fire; consuming all in the conflagration of your consecrated love, incandescent within the light of Grace flaming through your burning bones...

Sister Water:

Francis,
you were the dew of dawn; appearing to announce a new morning of magic when beasts and birds become brothers and sisters and our tongues are loosed at last in Eden's song...

Francis, 
you were a sweet spring; burbling with joy that knows no end, offering to all a deep draught of the Divine the only answer to soul's thirst...

Francis,
you were a mountain stream; singing your silver song upon a pilgrim path, refreshing worn feet and charming the divine dance from stony hearts...

Francis,
you were an ocean's drop; borne upon the tide of love you yielded to the pull of prayer and lost yourself in the sacred sea of His resurrection gaze and became yourself in unbecoming all you were not...

Sister Mother Earth:

Francis,
you were a grain of dust upon the road; herald and holy, you dwelt in truth's humility, barefoot upon the brown earth fading at distance into the truth of her embrace...

Francis,
you were a stone; becoming stillness you yielded yourself and were chisel formed into a foundation, while still a friar free to rest upon the rock of faith...

Francis,
you were a healing herb; condensing in yourself the medicine of first divine in-breathing when all that is, is named as good, for reminding us of redemption's remedy you gave root and leaf and flower and fruit for all...

Francis,
you were bird and beast; all found their friend in you and revealed their inner teaching of praise at your prayer; wondering to hear in you the voice long lost from creature's canticle sung by all that is, as you drew even tears from those who by Adam's naming had felt their brother-sisterhood of being lost until your call...

Francis,
you are beyond all elemental being now, plunged sainted and seraphic into Love's fire of origin and union and ending, all in one eternal communion of praise, where God is all in all and all are one. Pouring out upon those who are brave enough to follow your bloody footprints upon the Gospeled path an ever flowing fountain of peace and joy and brother beckoning us ever onward, ever upward from earth's embrace, to sing with wind and fire and water our way into the Divine Dance of Being! 

Wednesday, 21 June 2017

The Paradox of Presence; a Meditation for Midsummer's Eve




The Paradox of Presence;
a Meditation for Midsummer's Eve

 Here I am Lord;
I am a passing shadow
I am a breath on the edge of being
I am a body of dust and ashes
I am a child of earth
I am from nothing
I am only ever almost
I am a ripple in the pool of life
I am a whisper in the silence
I am lost in time
I am unfulfilled yearning
I am a distorted reflection
I am delusion
I am desire
I am for now
And yet,
Here I am Lord;
I am made in your image
I am growing into your likeness
I am an idea in the Divine mind
I am called forth from nothingness
I am an exhalation of love
I am a child of God
I am an eternal soul
I am a word spoken by the Word
I am the temple of the Divine
I am from Being itself
I am called by name
I am held in being by Love
I am interpenetrated by light
I am sustained by pure attention
I am healed by Divine Compassion
I am redeemed by Mercy
I am for eternity
And so, I answer once again
caught in the pain of paradox,
on this point between the
shortest night
and the longest day:
Here I am Lord;
To be light in the shadows
To be your breath of love
To be the place where Being heals being
To be the moment where time touches Eternity
To be the voice who speaks the word into the silence
To be the torch aflame in the darkness
To be the temple of Divine encounter
To be the emptiness without absence
To be the call to compassion
To be the wound that heals
To be the child of heaven and the child of earth
To be in time and dwell in eternity
To live my I am in the I AM
To lose all so as to find all in you.
So,
Here I am Lord;
journeying from nothing to something
journeying from darkness to light
journeying from emptiness to fullness
by
journeying from something to no-thingness
journeying from light to light so bright it blinds and darkens my still too earthly sight
journeying from fullness to emptiness of being...
Here I am Lord;
a pilgrim on this paradox path
lost and found
and lost again
but with faith in the finding always...
and on this night of edges and shadows and barely there darkness
I surrender to the
silence of the Word
and simply say with open hands and
broken heart,
Here
I
am
Lord