A meditation poem for
the second Sunday of Lent
Transfiguration Happens
A place of prayer, poetry and hopefully peace all in and through the Franciscan tradition
A meditation poem for
the second Sunday of Lent
Transfiguration Happens
For Sister Moon as she rises full tonight...
Moon Memories:
Once,
the Moon followed
me home,
I know,
because I watched her
out the back window of the car.
Occasionally slipping
behind trees or buildings
like a secret agent,
she kept up with us
effortlessly,
as I strained against
the straps of my seat
to meet her gaze.
I felt her interest
and her smile,
happy to have made
a new friend.
Once,
not afraid of the night,
but of the day
that would follow,
I was invited
by my Mother
to gaze on the Moon
outside our house,
and greet her as
Our Lady’s lamp
protecting all,
guiding all home,
wisdom
passed down
from her Father,
whom I had never met,
but always felt
I knew.
He loved the Moon too,
she said.
There is hereditary
of the heart,
as well as of the blood,
it seems.
To this day
I miss her calls
that would begin always
with
Have you seen the Moon
tonight?
For I cannot look up
at the Moon
without looking
within
too.
Once,
I spent the night
in a wood made pure
silver
by her presence,
and felt the life in every thing
stir and sing
and dance
in a wild celebration
that is hidden from
the day.
I sat stone still
and watched
Foxes play
about me
and a Badger
pass by like an ancient sage
busy on his own quest,
and I believed
in magic again
by her light.
Once,
I remember her
daytime ghost
appearing during the
long drawn out days
of dry schooling,
and seeing her
still serenity
so far above
the awfulness
of that age
made me breathe out
a breath
I did not even know
I had been holding
on to for years.
She felt like a friend
checking in.
We greeted each other
then,
as we do to this day,
each noticing the other
in the blessed acceptance
of being.
Once,
Sick and fevered I rose
gasping in the middle
of a winter’s night
and pulled back the curtain
to find her shining
over snow so newly fallen
that not a flake
had been disturbed,
but glowed in her gaze
cascading in curves
over a street I knew
but saw again
for the first time,
now softened
by snowlight’s reflection
of her blessed touch.
I looked and looked
at this gracious gift
of enchantment’s echo
until I felt I was being
looked at in turn
and blessed too.
In the morning,
I woke,
well.
Once,
I walked the pier
between my parents
on the night before
I left to follow
the path.
We watched her rise
together,
in silence
and listened to a mandolin
playing in the distance.
We did not have to speak,
the Moon sang for us,
soul songs only we could hear.
Always remember this night,
they said later.
As if I could
do anything
else?
Once,
Feeling bereft and lost
I caught sight of her
rising over a strange city
(Though I remember her,
and the feelings,
but not the city it was.)
and I did not feel lost
anymore
How could you be lost
when you are always
under her graced gaze?.
How could you be alone
when everyone you know
and love is beneath her blessing
too?
I asked myself.
Once,
I saw her,
loom so large
as to almost
be alarming,
bedecked in harvest
gold and heavy seeming,
she lit the land beneath
so beautifully
that the cattle on the hills
cried out to her,
and the birds began their chorus
for a dawn
that was yet hours away.
I danced in her light
that night,
beneath the trees,
a slow sandaled
shuffle of monkish sort,
and bowed deeply
as she passed.
How could you not?
When all around
and within
was
psalming
celebration
of her compline
completeness.
Once,
I watched her rise
sickle sharp
over Assisi.
As though making manifest
the unseen divine smile
hanging in the air
over this holy place
where joy was married
to peace in the song
of brother-sisterhood.
I smiled back and felt
the saint smile too
behind it all
and wondered what
his long silent nights
of prayer
must have been like,
measured only by her dance
across the sky
slowly revealing her face
to him,
as grace comes gently
to fill us
only as we empty,
and so seem
to disappear
into divine darkness
just like
her.
An older one for a Lenten Friday
Cobweb
I was
about
to clean
the cobweb
from
the crucifix
that hangs
in the
convent sacristy,
when I
became
aware
of the
tiny scrap
of
spidered soul
crouching
behind
the corpus;
and
I thought;
how right,
how beautiful
and right
it is,
that the
small ones,
the tiny ones,
the ones
we label
as ugly,
or scary,
or simply
too
different
to feel
their
kinship,
would
make their
home
with
Love
in the
moment
of its
greatest
rejection,
in the
moment
of its
greatest
triumph.
So
I withdrew
in
reverence,
remembering
in my
bones
the
web of wonder
in which
we are
all,
in
gossamered
grace
together,
soul spun
from
Spirit.
Reminded of this today...
Calligraphy
A new pen today.
A stranger in my hand.
Capable of so much
but halting as yet in its
generosity of ink.
There is a courtship of courtesy
needed in every encounter
with the new,
whether pen or person.
I, with my attention,
now create a partnership
of presence,
that wakes the essence
of the tool and allows
it become, more.
I must slow down
and learn its ways;
how the nib wishes to touch
the infinity of paper,
how its character
comes through
its balance and heft
in my moving hand.
There is a dance
to be done here;
I flowing with it,
it flowing with me.
Each in turn leading
the other.
So far though only
stumbles today.
They set me thinking
of favoured pens
and pools of ink past:
the reed I cut, split and carved,
chiseling staccato letters
in broad script.
The quill from a swan's wing
that taught gentleness of form,
curved to fit just so
into the waiting hand.
The chinese brush
sweeping over the ink stone,
its line responsive
even to the merest breath.
They all bestowed
their blessing of form,
carving emptiness
by their alphabets;
gothic, uncial,
copperplate, or free
and flourished,
allowing thoughts
to become
presence,
to become sound
and story,
maps of meaning
drawn in ink.
So too are we,
perhaps, pens
in the eternal hand,
when, unresisting,
we allow the Word
manifest mystery,
becoming visible in
our scribed story,
writing wonder
upon the world,
as from our scribbles,
and crooked lines,
our split nibs,
and spattered ink,
there across the page's
progress flashes
now;
at last
illumination!
Entering the Desert:
Go within,
to the deepest
place of
your heart,
and find there
the lenten desert places;
the spaces
of
non-beginning,
perished
growth,
old wounds,
and
even
sins...
Once there,
in the
searing honesty
of
soul's sight,
feeling
its unforgiving heat,
drought driven
and
bowed by
the
burden of
being,
simply cry,
"Mercy!"
and feel
at once,
Love's
flooding
response,
as desert
becomes
oasis
and blooms again
at the
instant,
not of speech,
but of
intent's
first aspiration,
for Divinity
awaits,
always,
invitation,
while yearning
through
the long ages
of our losing,
to breathe life
again
into
Adamic
dust
and grant
an
Eternal Spring.
(Pic uncredited found online)
Ordinary Miracles.
Today I am so tired
I have no space in me for big.
So I must return
to the small ordinary miracles;
to the way the cup
and the bowl
laid upon this table,
once earth themselves, now,
after fire's touch
are something else
entirely,
and give themselves
freely,
and with the
simple symmetry
of their curved line
to the holding
of emptiness
or fullness.
Or I will drink tea,
and follow it's warmth
and healing touch
within and without,
and mingle my breath
with its vapour and
touch the journey
of its essence
from far away lands
to here, to now, to me.
Or spend time
simply remembering
that between the covers
of the books
upon my shelves
are held minds, lives, worlds,
stories, wisdom
that will all last longer
than this little body of mine.
Or marvel
at the striped stones
upon the shore
that tell deep time,
layer by layer
and recall wild days
of disaster and dancing
in their still sea vigil
slowly loosing
their grains and building
beaches for children's hands
to make sand castles with
until the next tide
sets them swimming again.
Or just knowing
that already I have seen
a seed become a tree
become a log
become a fire
become dust
and become soil
for seed's planting.
Or watch the sky
and know that the blue
is still behind the clouds
and the stars still shine
even in the day.
Or simply sit
with the slow rhythm
of breath
knowing its biology
as blessing,
its divine anchoring
as presence and prayer.
Today, I am so tired
I have no space in me
for big questions,
queries, feelings,
problems, pains,
plans,
whether mine
or others,
so I will just sit
with the small ordinary
miracles of being;
breathing, watching,
touching, tasting
the now,
and in the now
knowing
the love
from which all that is,
is.
I will dwell there,
today,
in the wonder
of it all,
in the wildness of
the small
ordinary miracles
of being.
(An older one today but its how I’m feeling and a good reminder to me to seek and find the extraordinary in the ordinary. May it be such an invitation to you too in these quarantined quiet days)
First Friday of Lent:
In silence
and
stillness
humble yourself
and enter
in
to the
Holy of Holies
where,
at the deep centre
of your heart,
Divine Love
dwells.
Once there,
anchor yourself
with the
stability of breath
and,
with quiet
tears
of true
knowing,
invoke mercy
from the
One
who IS
compassion
and
love.
For there,
lost in the
embrace of
the One
whose breath
holds
all things
in being,
you will touch
the fire
of
graced awareness,
and
slowly
be unmade
enough
to truly
become
what you already
are;
an Icon
of
Divine Light.
The Remembrance of Dust:
A poem for Ash Wednesday
Perhaps the dust remembers the first breathing; when its inner elements were infused with fire becoming suns and stars and stones and eventually Palms all evergreen in the divine embrace.
Perhaps the dust remembers
a day when it knew the blue of the sky,
the rich rootedness of earth,
from which its fronds rose tall, lithe and lovely seeking light, wafting windward
becoming the green vocal chords of the wind’s own whisper, a sacred song sounding in rustling reeds, in the piping of the Palms.
Perhaps the dust remembers the pain of sudden plucking; the shearing, cutting, trimming into a new shape tied, plaited, twisted, torn into the sign of pain, or lifted high in procession or laid low before long remembered hoof and sandalled hosanna tread.
Perhaps the dust remembers the long months of nothing; drying, dying from
green grace to brittle brown all while holding blessing, a touchstone token hallowing the halls and keeping the thresholds true.
Perhaps the dust remembers the taking down, the first lick of flame’s hungry tongue tasting its bitterness; then the crackle of dryness breaking into bits, the sudden rush of power as fire invites creation’s energies to firework heavenward in stubble sparks.
Perhaps the dust remembers the gathering, the slow grinding down of cinders, the rhythm song of the pestle, pulverising into black ashes resting in the cool marble of the mortar.
Perhaps the dust remembers the blessing, the chants, the prayers the sudden imposition of thumb to forehead the branding of another in the kinship of dust, in the coming of the kingdom.
Perhaps the dust remembers the journey from Palm to pain to ashes placed cruciform so that we too would even once, perhaps, remember that we were, and are, and will be dust.
Why do we eat Pancakes today?
Read on and find out...
Today is Shrove Tuesday, the day before the Holy Season of Lent which begins with Ash Wednesday tomorrow...
Traditionally the Lenten fast of 40 days was the strictest on the Christian Calendar and for those who were obliged to fast this meant abstaining from meat, animal fat, flour and even, in some cases, dairy products, for the weekdays of Lent. (Monday-Saturday)
So as to make sure that such substances would not be around the house to tempt people away from their fasting the house was “Shriven”, that is cleansed from all of these food items for the week before Lent, from which we get the custom of Spring Cleaning. The people would then eat the last of the flour, milk, butter and eggs today in the form of a pancake. And that is why we eat Pancakes today!
So as you enjoy your pancakes and maybe even do a bit of Spring Cleaning...ask yourself what will I be fasting from this Lent and prepare yourself for the spiritual spring cleaning or shriving it brings!
Who was St. Valentine?
Read on and find out...
There are four early saints with the name Valentine, but the one whose feast we celebrate today was a Bishop who was martyred during the persecution of the Church by the Emperor Claudius II around the year 270AD.
Claudius had banned marraige for any man who was entering the army, in the belief that the soldier having no ties to family would be more likely to die for the empire, added to this he had also banned the worship of any god except the Emperor. Valentine continued to perform secret marraiges for the soldiers who were Christians, but was eventually betrayed to the Emperor.
On being brought before him for trial, Claudius was astounded by the conviction and courage of the man and offered him a high place in government if only he would renounce the Christian God. Even after torture Valentine refused to offer incense to the Emperor and was eventually sentenced to death. While in prison he became friends with the daughter of the jailer and wrote to her a final letter which he signed, "from your Valentine", from which the custom of sending "Valentines" arose.
He was martyred on the 14th of February a day that was around the pagan feast of lupercalia when couples were betrothed and a day traditionally picked by bird keepers for the pairing of doves for the year ahead. Because of this Valentine quickly became the patron of engaged couples and those seeking a spouse.
His relics lie in the Carmelite Church of Whitefriar St in Dublin, Ireland. The custom has arisen of blessing engagement rings on this day in his honour. So there we go... a feast of love as compassion, as healing, and as self sacrificing for the highest good... that's what we celebrate today... isn't it?
The images show the shrine of St. Valentine in Dublin and shows his major relics in the casket beneath his image there. Other relics are preserved in Glasgow (skull) and Rome (bones)
Saturday is always Our Lady’s day so for a little peaceful pause this beautiful reading from Saint Sophronius as given in the Office of Readings today is a wonderful meditation...
Hail, full of grace, the Lord is with you. What joy could surpass this, O Virgin Mother? What grace can excel that which God has granted to you alone? What could be imagined more dazzling or more delightful? Before the miracle we witness in you, all else pales; all else is inferior when compared with the grace you have been given. All else, even what is most desirable, must take second place and enjoy a lesser importance.
The Lord is with you. Who would dare challenge you? You are God’s mother; who would not immediately defer to you and be glad to accord you a greater primacy and honour? For this reason, when I look upon the privilege you have above all creatures, I extol you with the highest praise: Hail, full of grace, the Lord is with you. On your account joy has not only graced humanity, but is also granted to the powers of heaven.
Truly, you are blessed among women. For you have changed Eve’s curse into a blessing; and Adam, who hitherto lay under a curse, has been blessed because of you.
Truly, you are blessed among women. Through you the Father’s blessing has shone forth on humankind, setting them free of their ancient curse.
Truly, you are blessed among women, because through you your forebears have found salvation. For you were to give birth to the Saviour who was to win them salvation.
Truly, you are blessed among women, for without seed you have borne, as your fruit, him who bestows blessings on the whole world and redeems it from that curse that made it sprout thorns.
Truly, you are blessed among women, because, though a woman by nature, you will become, in reality, God’s mother. If he whom you are to bear is truly God made flesh, then rightly do we call you God’s mother. For you have truly given birth to God.
Enclosed within your womb is God himself. He makes his abode in you and comes forth from you like a bridegroom, winning joy for all and bestowing God’s light on all.
You, O Virgin, are like a clear and shining sky, in which God has set his tent. From you he comes forth like a bridegroom leaving his chamber. Like a giant running his course, he will run the course of his life which will bring salvation for all who will ever live, and extending from the highest heavens to the end of them, it will fill all things with divine warmth and with life-giving brightness.
Crocus
A meditation poem for the feast of Our Lady of Lourdes
Lourdes Light
Here heaven
is,
as cave yields
darkness
to admit her light.
She,
who
in her “Yes”
first
restored elemental
balance;
earth, air, fire, water
re-unify
here as
healing grace in
her
presence.
Where she
rests,
in cave's crook
roses now
bloom,
candles kindle,
and the world is
gentled
at her touch.
Where she
stands,
springs fountain
faith forth
and cure
creation,
drawing venom's
poison
from the oldest of
wounds.
Where she
is,
time stops
and enters
Eternity's
grotto of
wombing
wonder
where,
bowing
now,
we
behold the
Divine blessing
of new
beginning,
Wisdom manifest
now as
Mother
and Maiden
both.
Where she
is,
He is,
who makes
of her
person
and point
in time
and place
where
all that is
broken
becomes
whole
and births
blessing
as
Bernadette
beckons
us
heavenward
home.
Snow Blessing.
Early morning air
is cold, clear, pure,
sharpening as
the sky bows down
in its grey cloaked
and wintery embrace.
I stop.
Aware, as, all around me
is Mother Earth's sudden
hushed anticipation,
palpable as the excitement
of a little girl on her first communion day,
or a bride before her wedding,
both awaiting their new clothing
signifying Love's coming gift.
Now, birds sudden cease
their song and seek
shelter in the ever green
as first flakes fall.
Bestowing blessing of beauty,
they come, smoothing and
sharpening both
land and sky with their crystalline grace.
I gaze upward, blinking as
snowflake resolves from sky
and manifests as manna does.
Settling on sandled toes,
and uplifted face,
while they announce their
presence with tingle touch
before disappearing;
letting go of form
as freely as Angels do,
once divine dream is delivered.
Leaving behind only
thrilled stillness and
soul senses sharpened
by Heaven's sudden gift.
An older one for the day that’s in it!
A day for the fire today so this old poem came to
mind with a few inspirations after it too...
An old one speaks to me tonight... It may bless you too... that we may all become Sanctuary Lamps leading to the Presence of the One who is the Source of Light:
An old reminder that all is part of the offering of creation to the One from whom all arises in Love... and the offering of Love for the healing of creation...
Holy Communion.
If we look
deeply enough,
If we pause
long enough,
If we become
still enough,
If we gaze
simply enough,
If we are
quiet enough,
then we begin,
at last,
to understand
that
the seeming silence
of
creation
is a dwelling
in the deep Eucharistic
mystery of
reality
itself .
Where all that is,
comes to us
through Him.
Where all that is,
offers itself
with Him.
Where all that is,
exists
in Him;
and He is
Love.
And then we,
sons and daughters
of the Most High,
and,
brothers and sisters
of all
being,
may join this
eternal dance
of
creation's
consecration
and offer
our sacrifice
of presence
and praise
to the
One
who descends
daily,
and, who,
humbly in
the hands
of His
priests,
invites our
entry
into
holy
communion
once
again.
.
Breakfast Epic
We are soulfire seasoned with stardust,
you and I.
Kind kindled from all eternity,
our first quickening arose from the mind of divine love;
wombed from wonder, we were
born into this time, this moment,
heavy with our own history,
but cocooned in ancient story and song
to inspire our soul and be
exhalations of the of the Word’s wisdom.
Sun seasoned and moon tided,
we are nourished by starborn elements
long born from creation’s conflagration.
So we find ourselves connected crossways
to all that is or was or will be
in the dance of divine love’s unfolding.
Known as sons and daughters
of the kingdom, we now know ourselves
only as exiles from our own blessed being,
seemingly as false and fleeting as shadows upon the wall,
yet longing for love’s light to rage so full around us
that all that is not may be lost in one luminosity of being.
For now we know not even the real earth beneath, or the real sky above,
for we look as yet through sin veiled eyes that weep,
for feeling in resurrection seeded heart the light that shines
behind, before and through, and seeks our spirit sight
to raise us to our thrones.
Ah! All this awaits my knowing, for,
if only I could truly see the sainted being
who sits in front of me,
here at table on this simple morning,
and is a blessed bridge between eternity and time
who sighs and smiles and says in answer
to the first deep question of this day
“Coffee, please; then porridge.”
The Early Shift
To rise early.
To sit in the holy dark.
To sit like a mother
keeping watch over their child.
To sit like a lover
who watches the gentle slumber
of the beloved.
To sit like a sage
watching for the ripples of wisdom
on the face of the deep pool
of the soul.
To sit and mingle our breath
with the fiery breeze of the
hovering dove.
To sit and allow our silence
to become a word of the Word
who unseen holds all things
in being.
This is our work.
To sit.
To breathe.
To pray.
To be.
To watch with holy attention
the places and times that so few see,
that so few notice.
To sit with the last star in the sky.
To sit with the first bird’s tentative song,
little more than a whisper,
little more than a breath.
To watch for the hidden point of turning,
when it is no longer night,
when it is not yet day,
when it is the holy time
of ending and beginning,
after moonset, before sunrise,
when for the briefest of moments
the sky is the colour of heaven.
When the mind ceases its chatter,
when the heart may be surrendered to the silence,
and the silence warmly hold
all tears,
all suffering,
all sorrow,
all pain,
to itself
in infinite compassion.
Breathing peace,
breathing love,
witnessed by our sitting,
witnessed by our presence,
witnessed by our silence.
Until the silence yields
to the sounds of slow waking
as the world pulls itself together,
puts off the little daily death of sleep
and stumbles towards busyness anew,
and thinks only now,
only now,
do things begin.
A litany of St. Brigid for her Feast
Brigid of the hearth and the hare
Brigid of the spark and the flame
Brigid of the cloak and the veil
Brigid of the herb and the stars
Brigid of the byre and the kine
Brigid of the ill and the old
Brigid of the young and the wild
Brigid of the poor and the voiceless
Brigid of the oak and the staff
Brigid of the long nights watching
Brigid of the Sun's slow dawning
Brigid of the Moon's spring rising
Brigid of the first bloom’s flowering
Brigid of the well’s gentle healing
Brigid of the Earth’s old wisdom
Brigid of the Nun’s deep chanting
Brigid of the High King of Heaven
Brigid of the rush woven cross
Brigid of the shaven head
Brigid of the lost sword
Brigid of the royal house
Brigid Abbess of the dual house of prayer
Brigid Eldress of the sanctuary’s light
Brigid Wise Woman of the healing touch
Brigid patron saint of Ireland
Brigid named Mary of the Gael
Pray for us!
(Icon by the late Sr. Aloysius McVeigh)