A place of prayer, poetry and hopefully peace all in and through the Franciscan tradition
Thursday, 10 April 2025
Wednesday, 20 November 2024
A poem for the first frost of the year
Frosted Dawn
There
is a
moment
of perfect
stillness
between
the
in-breath
and the
out-breath;
small,
silent,
vulnerable,
and so often
missed;
but,
when we
attend,
always
infinite
in
depth.
It dwells
where
the now,
radiant and
eternal,
is touched
as transformation,
as grace;
for there
the
Risen One
is revealed
in the
burning
bush
of our breath,
of our being.
Just
as a garden,
emerging
frost tipped
from night's
entombment,
knows
the delight
of dawn's
first touch
and yields
to the
daily
moment
of resurrection
with the
inhalation
of light,
with the
exhalation
of
birdsong.
Thursday, 14 November 2024
Chatting about Meditation and Calming the Storms
Going to try and update this a little more often...
Poor blogs, they tend to be forgotten about by all and sundry... even their authors! For now though, here's a link to a nice little chat I had about all things mindful and meditative some weeks ago. It's only about 25 minutes long so shouldn't be too taxing on the muscles of attention.
Blessings to all those who still check this from time to time! Link is below
Thursday, 1 August 2024
A poem for Lughnasadh and Lammas Night
A poem for the ancient feasts of Lughnasadh, (Lunasa) and Lammas that mark the liminal time of Summer yielding to Autumn’s first fiery touch….
Lughnasadh night
The hay has all been saved.
The wheat and grain are gathered in,
stacked in stooks across
the night silvered fields,
still ringing with the sound of song,
the drum of dance,
and graced and grateful voices
raised in harvest thanks.
The holy wells are dressed in flower form,
while vesper bells are rung
and old pilgrim feet take to the hills
to bless the land anew
awaiting dawn in stillness.
While down amongst the berry bushes,
the songs of youth are sung
and purple sweetness tasted on the lips
in valleys where now
the air has the feel of thunder,
the keen edge and promise of rain
that has not come yet, but wants to.
So the Moon, the Lady’s lamp, appears between the curtains of the clouds,
and the ancestors and keepers of the land draw close, feeling the first
autumnal thinning of the veils.
Now the Lammas loaves lie
cooling on the sill,
awaiting benediction’s gentle fall
as blessed and broken they will become
the covenant promise of a faithèd fullness,
to ward against the bite and blight
of winter’s empty song,
as He, who is the true Sun
by which we see all light,
is Himself our first fruits promise,
of that last and longed for harvest
when we shall at evening’s coming
put down our tools,
and enter into barns ourselves
to share the bread of Angels,
blessed in our very brokenness,
our emptiness at last made full,
our ever dancing steps
now leaving only
prints of light.
Monday, 22 July 2024
Thursday, 20 June 2024
Moon Bathing
Moon Bathing
Moon Bathing
Last night,
on the eve of the summer solstice,
my sister, the Lady Moon,
came dancing down the sky
to bathe her pale white
reflection in the round pool
upon the hill, in the dark woods,
before the old monastery,
while none but I watched.
Woken from sleep
in the deep night,
I came to the window weary
and wondering why
I had been summoned
from the sacred steps
leading to the gates of horn?
But now I gazed
breathless, and
beheld the beauty of
a land illumined, changed,
silvered by the waxing
Moon looking lovingly
upon the hills, the trees,
the waters.
She, lending them her light,
itself a loan, though made her own,
mirrored and magical by mystic
alchemy, now embraced the land
and silvered and softened her in filigree
appearing like fishscale glinting
up from some dark water’s wave.
I watched a while then,
as across the silent land of night
her white light walked, blessing
all it touched with beauty unknown
to all the sleepers resting in their beds.
Until at last she found the old pool
and seemed to rest there a while.
Playing in its fountained waters
as falling drops became white diamonds,
she filled the pool with liquid light
charging the waters once again with love,
as by the light of grace
a soul arises from
the dark of spirit’s night
and finds again the
gift of life appearing
at the very darkest moment,
when all seems lost,
for mercy comes always, gentle
as moonlight upon the waters,
disturbing nothing, yet
rendering all anew in beauty
ready for Sun’s appearing.
Last night,
on the eve of the summer solstice
my sister, the Lady Moon,
came dancing down the sky
to bathe her pale white
reflection in the round pool
upon the hill, in the dark woods,
before the old monastery,
while none but I watched
and I am ever grateful for
the wonder of being woken,
for the blessing of it all.
Monday, 27 May 2024
A Storm of Starlings
Starling Shower
Thursday, 16 November 2023
Somewhere a Light
Somewhere a Light
There is
always light,
somewhere.
Darkness
is always
encompassed
by light.
After all,
you wouldn’t
even know
what darkness
was,
if light
did not
circumscribe
its ragged
edge.
Somewhere
now,
even in
the darkest
night,
fire burns,
light is
kindled,
candles
are lit,
and minds
and hearts
are illumined
by grace,
making lives
glitter,
like gilded letters
animating
the text
of everyday
life
in our
always
flickered passing
towards
the ever after
page
of peace.
Monday, 6 November 2023
Stair Flights
Stair Flights
Lately, I have been thinking
of the sheer ridiculous
goodness of stairs.
Does that seem strange?
But, consider a moment
the generous way in which
they hold our weight
and allow a slow motion flight
up or down.
How, over centuries,
we have come to know
the perfect height
and depth each step should be
for no fall or slip to take place,
but by our own distracted error.
How they connect places and planes
of different existence and different times.
How they allow passage.
How they are often our best image
of birth, and death, and daily
beckon restwards.
How they were places of play
and places of peace,
making themselves into seats
and even slides,
when wanted.
I think of tiny spiral ones, tightly wound
in turrets and towers,
and the grand staircases of ancient houses,
to say nothing of the ones haunted
by memories, and perhaps by
more than memory,
and I am amazed again
at the casual way we climb,
so often not noticing
the holding of our body
the leaning of each step towards us
the blessing of bannisters
the etiquette of ascension,
the sacramentality of stairs.
Don’t even get me started
on doors.
Wednesday, 25 October 2023
Red Apples
Red apples
Monday, 5 September 2022
Still Points, a guide to living the Mindful, Meditative Life
Haven’t been on here for an age but just popping in to let you all know that:
Monday, 6 September 2021
Be Still and…
Taking refuge in this one this evening…
Desert Stillness:
Be still
and know
that I Am..
Would you enter the desert
at the heart of yourself?
Would you allow the sandals of your senses
to fall away?
Would you, finally, recognise
the holy ground your heart
truly is?
Would you behold the burning bush
afire with presence at the centre of
your soul?
Then you must
enter the desert of stillness.
Be still
and know...
Would you know the call to exodus
from the slavery of self?
Would you pass through the waters
of overwhelming worry?
Would you ascend the holy mountain of prayer?
Would you behold the glory so bright that it is darkness?
Would you enter the cloud of the presence?
Would you keep the covenant of grace?
Would you reach the promised land of peace?
Then you must enter the desert of stillness.
Be still
and know...
For
This is how the Ultimate is revealed:
as presence through stillness,
as Being beyond being,
as emptiness without absence,
as right relationship,
in which
we come to know
the self truly
only in the light
of Pure Being as
independent
(where all else depends on love),
as non-contingent:
(where all else arises from previous causes),
as creative:
(where all else sub-creates),
as transcending all,
imminent in all,
beyond all,
but
holding all
in being
by
Love.
Would you enter the desert at the heart of yourself and see it bloom?
If you would,
then only
be still
and you will know.
Sunday, 5 September 2021
Mother Teresa: a mystic of holy darkness
Today we keep the feast of the great saint of the 20th century Mother Teresa of Kolkatta.
Today we keep the feast of the great saint of the 20th century Mother Teresa of Kolkatta.
While she is known mostly for her extraordinary work for the poor and the destitute in India and throughout the world very few still know of her deep mysticism of "darkness". This darkness has nothing to do with the darkness of evil, rather it is the effect on the soul's inner eye of those who have behld the bright light of the Divine Presence... We are simply blinded by its brightness and only that light can in time restore our inner vision. It is a mystical path walked by only the greatest of those the Lord calls and one of the most difficult to even imagine... simply put after the direct call of the saint to a particular path and mission the Lord seems to withdraw His light so that prayer is an unremitting desert with only very occasional indications that God is present at all... It is a participation in the humanity of Christ crucified upon the Cross and crucified to this day in the suffering of creation while at the same time, to all around them, the saint is a source of Divine Light and grace but the saint is called to ongoing teaching, working, praying all without any form of spiritual consolation in a dark night of the soul that produces extraordinary fruit in those around them while depriving the one who is going through it of anything other than the grace to contintually welcome and fulfil the will of God in the midst of it all. This was seen beautifully in the famous miracle of the light described by Malcolm Muggeridge in his book about her. Coming to film the work of her sisters in the 70's the BBC crew he was with were horrified to discover just how dark the building in the slums where the sisters lived was. It was so dark as to be completely unsuitable for filming. Telling one of the sisters that they would have to abandon the project the news came to Mother who famously said "I will pray." She did so and despite the objections of the crew Malcolm insisted they would film. It was only when they got back to the UK that they discovered that the whole building appeared suffused in a beautiful calm light. The cameramen confessed themselves stumped... what we were seeing, said Muggeridge, was the light of Mother's prayer.
In some of her last words about this spiritual darkness Mother Teresa promised that she would be a "saint of darkness" and like Padre Pio and St. Therese the Little Flower, she promised that she would remain at the doors of Heaven to guide and help all those going through the trial of darkness in their own lives... She is a powerful advocate for those who are suffering and seeking... I pray to her often for light and suggest you might like to also.
Mother Teresa always said her work (and ours too) is simply to be faithful to God in the present moment and not to worry about success... success belongs to God and from the Divine perspective what looks like success to us can be failure to God and vice versa! Just think of the Crucifixion! To live the Christian life is to live one that ever more surely seems to be at odds with the way the world thinks and acts... in our topsy turvy witness we are those who remind the world of what and who are really important... perhaps that is the way that the darkness of our world and the way it treats the powerless, the poor and the hurting may be overcome by the light of the Gospel.
While she is known mostly for her extraordinary work for the poor and the destitute in India and throughout the world very few still know of her deep mysticism of "darkness". This darkness has nothing to do with the darkness of evil, rather it is the effect on the soul's inner eye of those who have behld the bright light of the Divine Presence... We are simply blinded by its brightness and only that light can in time restore our inner vision. It is a mystical path walked by only the greatest of those the Lord calls and one of the most difficult to even imagine... simply put after the direct call of the saint to a particular path and mission the Lord seems to withdraw His light so that prayer is an unremitting desert with only very occasional indications that God is present at all... It is a participation in the humanity of Christ crucified upon the Cross and crucified to this day in the suffering of creation while at the same time, to all around them, the saint is a source of Divine Light and grace but the saint is called to ongoing teaching, working, praying all without any form of spiritual consolation in a dark night of the soul that produces extraordinary fruit in those around them while depriving the one who is going through it of anything other than the grace to contintually welcome and fulfil the will of God in the midst of it all. This was seen beautifully in the famous miracle of the light described by Malcolm Muggeridge in his book about her. Coming to film the work of her sisters in the 70's the BBC crew he was with were horrified to discover just how dark the building in the slums where the sisters lived was. It was so dark as to be completely unsuitable for filming. Telling one of the sisters that they would have to abandon the project the news came to Mother who famously said "I will pray." She did so and despite the objections of the crew Malcolm insisted they would film. It was only when they got back to the UK that they discovered that the whole building appeared suffused in a beautiful calm light. The cameramen confessed themselves stumped... what we were seeing, said Muggeridge, was the light of Mother's prayer.
In some of her last words about this spiritual darkness Mother Teresa promised that she would be a "saint of darkness" and like Padre Pio and St. Therese the Little Flower, she promised that she would remain at the doors of Heaven to guide and help all those going through the trial of darkness in their own lives... She is a powerful advocate for those who are suffering and seeking... I pray to her often for light and suggest you might like to also.
Mother Teresa always said her work (and ours too) is simply to be faithful to God in the present moment and not to worry about success... success belongs to God and from the Divine perspective what looks like success to us can be failure to God and vice versa! Just think of the Crucifixion! To live the Christian life is to live one that ever more surely seems to be at odds with the way the world thinks and acts... in our topsy turvy witness we are those who remind the world of what and who are really important... perhaps that is the way that the darkness of our world and the way it treats the powerless, the poor and the hurting may be overcome by the light of the Gospel.
Thursday, 2 September 2021
September In-Between
September In-between
This is the season of in-between,
a sacred door into the dragonfly days
of sun blushed berries,
and fruits full upon the branch,
when autumnal fire crackles
slowly over leaves,
unleashing light along their veins
tempting them towards
the tension of windborn wonder.
These are the days of swallows and starlings
gathering as slow storm clouds
before their flocked flight warmwards,
screaming their farewells,
fountaining forwards,
free upon the foaming clouds.
These are the days of first noticing
the chill and the dark,
though not as winter yet,
only as remarked change upon our skin
walking from patches of conversation
into silent introspection,
feeling the old summons of schoolday beginnings,
the burgeoning pull-tide of term
we never truly escape from,
no matter the outer age,
that calls our shuffling feet towards
the first drifting leaves and
makes us count conkers upon the trees,
even if our pockets hold other treasures now.
These are the days of longing,
yearning for those sunsets and mornings
just now out of reach,
that teach us the deeper soul longing
for Love's eternal Summer,
yet we rejoice too
in the brittle sharp newness
of lowering sun and rising moon.
These are the days of hunting,
of homing, of harvesting;
of gratitude given before the gathering,
of berried blessing being
between us and all that is,
and though our gaze now looks
long towards winter
we join here, now,
in the days of autumnal grace,
the dance of in-between.
Wednesday, 18 August 2021
The Garden is Burning
The Garden is Burning
Sunday, 15 August 2021
Assumption; Our Lady of the Harvest
Assumption: Our Lady of the Harvest
Autumn edges
in,
gilding leaves
lovelier,
swelling fruit,
and berry,
and shining nut,
filling seed
with life,
to lie long quiet
until the quickening
thaw
invites the labour
of the land
with longed
for Spring birth.
For now though,
we keep your
festival
my Lady,
beneath
a still summered
sky,
though cooler,
as ever dancing
dawn and dusk,
hearing the autumnal
music
change their step,
and,
creep closer,
preparing
for their near
embrace.
O you who are
our harvest,
our first fruits
offered
and received,
we hail you as
Love's
healing promise
made
and kept
of
always
a new greening,
a new quickening,
a new birthing,
made manifest
in you
long since,
and there
faith futured
for us too,
whose barrenness
yields to
birth blessing,
only
in the fruition of your
virgin womb.
So now you
shine,
our harvest moon,
gold and glorious,
reflecting Son's
light,
upon our rejoicing
hope
that we too may be,
one day,
with you,
assumed;
and held within
your holy hands
and there
become your
golden gift
to Him
as
gathered grain
of Heaven's
harvest
home.
Saturday, 14 August 2021
Assumption Eve Medicine: a meditation poem
Assumption Eve Medicine:
Wednesday, 11 August 2021
Saint Clare Aflame; a poem for her feast
This came to me three years ago for the Feast of St. Clare...
Saint Clare Aflame
There came at last
the night when,
with Bishop’s blessing,
she drew back the great bolt
and, with sudden strength
unknown before,
cast open wide
the ancient oaken doors
and left the heavy house
of her fathers behind.
Breathing deep the cool free
Assisi air,
her sparkling eyes, now
a mirror of the canopy
of shining sisters overhead.
Veiling herself in night,
and without a backward glance,
she fled to the forested friars
who met this already bright one
with their lamps lit at woodland edge.
So they beckoned her
to the little house of the Mother,
where she once again
affirmed the divinely kindled desire
of her heart’s longing,
and threw herself into the flames of faith,
a furnace so incandescent
that hair, and clothing, and even name,
are burned away.
And so the robe of blessing was bestowed,
and the promises that bind the hearts
of those who know
true freedom made.
He was there, of course,
to receive her sacred vows,
as his first sister,
and a daughter of his prophesying too,
Francis of the dancing fire,
whose sparking words first
heard through her high window
open to the world below
found a home in the dry
kindling of her heart
and became a raging firestorm
so strong that,
castle walls and binding ties
could not hold her captive any longer,
but allowed her leap
into the arms of love itself
upon that quiet woodland night.
Finding within that
merry band of brothers
a garden where
her seed soul spark could
grow and bloom unhindered
and unquenched.
What psalms were sung
and candles kindled through that night
within that little portion that the Lady
had allotted them
who served her Son and Lord anew!
What rejoicing did the Angels make
drawing even the animals
to witness this new beginning
as, unseen but felt,
the fiery Dove descended
and warmed with hidden wingbeat
the heat of grace within this gracious one
now sharing in the lot of those whose
only riches are the gifts of holy love.
So Francis looked
upon this little plant
newly sown in sacred fire
and smiling saw within
the power of her poverty,
the fire that would,
in time, spread undimmed
to countless sisters
who would come
hearing of her wild wonders,
she to whom
Kings and Lords
would bow
humbled by the humility
of one who dared to trust,
as he had trust himself,
in Heaven’s promise
to uphold all those
who dance across
the rose red coals
of passion
so light,
so empty,
they go unburned
but incandesce
themselves
and become
ah!
Fire.
May the great miracle worker and woman of prayer who incarnates the feminine side of the Franciscan charism intercede for us all today!
St Clare’s Day 2018
Tuesday, 10 August 2021
The Art of Stopping
A little breathing space for a
Sunny morning…
The Art of Stopping
Do not be afraid
of stopping.
To pause
and draw breath
is
an ancient art
of wholeness
and holiness.
Too often
we travel
piecemeal.
Our minds,
hearts,
bodies,
souls,
taking
different routes,
different ways,
moving at
different paces...
Just because
I seem
to be here,
does not mean
I am here
at all.
I could be
in a million places,
feeling
a million feelings,
passing through
the present,
fleetingly,
on my way
into pasts
long gone
and futures
that
may never be
at all.
So practice
stopping.
Pause a while
along the way
and
catch up
on
yourself.
Let your
breath
draw in
the
sundered parts
of you,
welcoming them
home again,
without judgement
or reprimand.
With each
breath,
let them
shuffle into place,
like a child
in a school
crocodile,
shoving,
just a little,
until
every one
has enough
space.
Then,
whole again,
for a while,
smile,
and
take
one
more
step
towards
the only
destination
there is,
the One
who
IS
love.
(This lovely sleepy fox pic is thanks to Sharon Murphy)
Friday, 6 August 2021
Transfiguration
A meditation poem for the feast of the Transfiguration
Transfigured
Slowly,
now,
upon
the branch
and
bramble
the bloom
becomes
the berry,
fruit filled
with the
sweetness
of
condensed
light,
a burst of
warmth
upon the tasting
tongue,
the harvest joy
of
summer sun’s
revealing.
On the
land
we gather in
the gold,
sky sown,
and silent
grown,
the
riches
of soil
and bough,
swollen
and heavy
with pregnant
possibilities
as the
womb of earth
ripens
beneath
the
blessing
of
gold and silver
lights.
Though
the year
in her
ever-whirling
dance
tilts now
towards
darkness,
we keep the
festivals
of light,
kindling the
fire of story
around our
hearth,
singing
the soul
songs
that will keep
the lamps of
faith lit,
dancing
at dawn
and dusk
along the
edges of light
after the
long day’s
gathering in.
So we are
transfigured
once again,
lights
kindled
and
illumined
by
the divine
fire
that dwells
always
in the heart
of things;
the
uncreated light
by whose
benediction
all arise
from
darkness,
the One
who gives
fruit,
berry,
seed,
ear,
the fiery
spark
of their
transforming
power;
for what
are we
all,
but
light
consuming
light,
becoming
ever
brighter,
until the
divine
day
dawns
and on
the summit
we see
anew
the
joy of
our heart’s
gathering
burn gold
and
harvest light
as
over
our first
fruits
of offering
the Son
rises.
Transfiguration Day 2018


















